When I woke I was standing,
Under a sky of frothing purple static.
I looked around for the first time,
First time?
In this world, my home
I would never,
(Would always)
Be alone.
There were hundreds like me, standing on white stone, staring at the sky,
staring at the ground, staring at the pillars
Staring at our god
I paused, no, not god,.
But if not god then what? master? Lord?
These all implied that it cared, that it would acknowledge us,
Could acknowledge us.
All it did was fly,
A black moon, or a black sun racing across a dull static sky.
Moon? Sun?
My attention wandered,
I had so little of it to spare.
I wandered
There was so little to
HEAVEN
There is god who created
All that is
Was
And will be
There are angels
Who were his witness
There is a tree at the beginning of all things
And all endings
Earth, in the middle, created, born, random, we exist
Light above us
Bellow us
Within us
What's burning?
We reach for the light hanging in the sky
Stumbling up an infinite stair
We should watch where we step
Maybe look down bellow
What's burning?
Fire, consuming
Ice everlasting
Torment a constant reminder
The screams
Their screams
An echo on the wind
Almost heard
The ones who have gone before
Those who were reaching for the light
Who fell off the stair
Al
Everyone has a story by mind-not-found, literature
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Everyone has a story
Everyone has a story
A tale that begins before, they enter this world
And ends
Long after they have left it
Everyone has a reason
For every action, for every word
For every moment of their lives is theirs to live
Mine to see
Yours to be
Every moment a single facet of jewel
Every meeting between people a glimmer, a piece of another's life
A jewel we will never fully see
We see facets
Pieces of a story
The rest hidden behind the curtain of our own lives
Filtered through a facet of our experience
A story picked up half way
As jewel half seen in shadow
More beautiful more enticing
More disturbing more hideous
That its whole co
the cage is still closed by mind-not-found, literature
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the cage is still closed
We'd be falling
With out faith, with out law, with out structure
There'd be nothing to hold us up
Our greatest desires our greatest fears
An impossible pit
Pitch black and endless
Pitch black, but we can still see
The shadows so numerous that their shapes are distorted
Their meaning forgotten
Persecution
Fear
Ecstasy and oblivion
Are there for those
That have the misfortune to remember
We build cages from belief
From ideals and dogma
Clinging out of instinct
To these cages we built
But we can still see through the bars
Those shadows
Tinged by every emotion
Pain and sorrow
And impossible, painful joy
All waiting at t
Chess
Oh pitiless spectacle, oh woeful day
Why do I try, to play this game
Ill lose it any way
I say this for; we are but pawns in the game of another
And kings, in the game of our own
We play these games with a shadow
Hanging over us
Moving us about
This is our own shadow and anothers
For we may play many a game at once
We play them as the rook
The castle and the king
A pawn a knight a horse
We play them as our queen
We play these games
But oh, we play blind
Theres a shadow moving, over us
Moving us about
It belongs to someone, we know
Is it yours
Or is it mine
a truth not quite there by mind-not-found, literature
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a truth not quite there
There are two thousand truths in the world
And ten million lies
There are the ones others hear
And then there are the ones
For our own personal ear
They are mixed together
So that one may not tell
One
From the other
There are some who sit by the side
And believe it all truth
Others rage in the front and say its all lies
There placement
Doesnt really matter
Both of them are wrong
But
At least well always know that
There are two thousand truths in our worlds
And ten million lies
As for which
Is which
Thats for you to decide
a tale of a man with no sense by mind-not-found, literature
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a tale of a man with no sense
A Tale of a Man With No Sense
This is the story of a man who from a young age was obsessed with avoiding death. As to why this is, no one knows, but the most common idea was that he had very, very overprotective parents who told him all the hundreds of things that could kill you, harm you, or cause you pain in any way. But this is just a guess. At any rate, he didnt live in a plastic bubble like you might think. In truth he was quite adventurous, roaming the world looking for, well . The Fountain of Youth. This was for obvious reasons, but for those who dont know the tale The Fountain of Youth is said
When I woke I was standing,
Under a sky of frothing purple static.
I looked around for the first time,
First time?
In this world, my home
I would never,
(Would always)
Be alone.
There were hundreds like me, standing on white stone, staring at the sky,
staring at the ground, staring at the pillars
Staring at our god
I paused, no, not god,.
But if not god then what? master? Lord?
These all implied that it cared, that it would acknowledge us,
Could acknowledge us.
All it did was fly,
A black moon, or a black sun racing across a dull static sky.
Moon? Sun?
My attention wandered,
I had so little of it to spare.
I wandered
There was so little to
HEAVEN
There is god who created
All that is
Was
And will be
There are angels
Who were his witness
There is a tree at the beginning of all things
And all endings
Earth, in the middle, created, born, random, we exist
Light above us
Bellow us
Within us
What's burning?
We reach for the light hanging in the sky
Stumbling up an infinite stair
We should watch where we step
Maybe look down bellow
What's burning?
Fire, consuming
Ice everlasting
Torment a constant reminder
The screams
Their screams
An echo on the wind
Almost heard
The ones who have gone before
Those who were reaching for the light
Who fell off the stair
Al
Everyone has a story by mind-not-found, literature
Literature
Everyone has a story
Everyone has a story
A tale that begins before, they enter this world
And ends
Long after they have left it
Everyone has a reason
For every action, for every word
For every moment of their lives is theirs to live
Mine to see
Yours to be
Every moment a single facet of jewel
Every meeting between people a glimmer, a piece of another's life
A jewel we will never fully see
We see facets
Pieces of a story
The rest hidden behind the curtain of our own lives
Filtered through a facet of our experience
A story picked up half way
As jewel half seen in shadow
More beautiful more enticing
More disturbing more hideous
That its whole co
the cage is still closed by mind-not-found, literature
Literature
the cage is still closed
We'd be falling
With out faith, with out law, with out structure
There'd be nothing to hold us up
Our greatest desires our greatest fears
An impossible pit
Pitch black and endless
Pitch black, but we can still see
The shadows so numerous that their shapes are distorted
Their meaning forgotten
Persecution
Fear
Ecstasy and oblivion
Are there for those
That have the misfortune to remember
We build cages from belief
From ideals and dogma
Clinging out of instinct
To these cages we built
But we can still see through the bars
Those shadows
Tinged by every emotion
Pain and sorrow
And impossible, painful joy
All waiting at t
Question my subconscious doesnt feel like answering
1.Why do I keep getting angry at inanimate objects I mean it really truly and in no way makes sense
2. Why do I get so many headaches?
3.why am I writing these down?
4.are these rhetorical questions?
5.how can I ask my subconscious anything?
6.who made the orly owl?
7.how big is the universe if it even has bounds?
8.how in hell would my subconscious now the answer to that?
9.what and or who is god?
10.why is god called god?
11.i mean really why not alcunne or something?
12.why in the world do I even care about these things?
13.do I even care about the answers?
Big
Moving
Moving is easy
Pack unpack simple
Its change thats hard
Hard as can be
Your life through awry
Your feelings tossed to the wind
Youre picked up
And dropped
In a place you dont know
Sure theres new things to see
But the old things are gone
And fore now thats all theyll be
Movings easy
Change is hard
a tale of a man with no sense by mind-not-found, literature
Literature
a tale of a man with no sense
A Tale of a Man With No Sense
This is the story of a man who from a young age was obsessed with avoiding death. As to why this is, no one knows, but the most common idea was that he had very, very overprotective parents who told him all the hundreds of things that could kill you, harm you, or cause you pain in any way. But this is just a guess. At any rate, he didnt live in a plastic bubble like you might think. In truth he was quite adventurous, roaming the world looking for, well . The Fountain of Youth. This was for obvious reasons, but for those who dont know the tale The Fountain of Youth is said
i dought that i will write journal enters much sense i dont really have anything to write in them and also i just isnt somthing i do. also if you your reading this and think that its odd that i'm writing a journal about not writing journals then well.......hmmmm i dont know, ah well i might write somthing about school, but i might not . ok im done